Saturday, 29 August 2009





(BBQ pictures from Ryna, At Syaz's placeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.)


Belated like a months back. Sorry.

Happy birthday to Dearest:

Jeebs, Ryna, Fiqah, Girl, Mao, Faridda, Amali, Syaz, Bieah.

Sorry for the late greets, I greeted personally but, I'm not satisfied. ;)




♥♥♥♥♥
Up coming sexy birthdays:
September
01 - Zaza Rahimin (age 18)
02 - Mo Rahman (age 20), Hafees Isa (age 19), Shahrul Az
04 - Prynze Hariz Kazuke (age 16)
06 - Azrin Azreena Rakawi (age 17)
07 - Kim Sufian, Nadzatul Pn (age 17)
08 - Irsyaduddin Azahar (age 20), Andrew Ng (age 18), Wiyah Riza, Nur Khairi (age 17)
14 - Alvin Hiew, Azimah Rosli (age 16)
15 - Faiz Hs (age 18)
19 - Yankurt Semenio (age 23)
21 - Adi Aiman (age 18)
22 - Fy Anapah Bangkol (age 17)
23 - Aimi Nadhirah (age 18)
25 - Dk Nurul Hafizah (age 16)
26 - Meey Hm
28 - Azeem Omarali (age 19), Nabil Yusop (age 18)
29 - Didi Malai Abdullah (age 18)
Happy birthday people. (: ♥

Thursday, 27 August 2009

Good girls gone baddd.

The song is very cute. :P
I've started revising a few weeks ago, but nothing seems to stick into my mind.
So, I guess I've got to just study harder.
I'm aiming for:
THS: B, Socio: B, Englit: A/B, ACC: C/D/E
I suck in Accounting, Sigh!! But I'll pass it if it's the last think I do!
I'm also aimming to lose 12 kgs lagi :P
I know it's ridiculous but, nvm.
It could work.
So, I might have to pay 52 days of fastings or 123 days.
With this and working out at night might get me my goal.
It's kinda true, once a good girl gone out partying there isn't a way to get them down from all the fun! It loosen every pressure and all. So have a go at it.
I'm planning a party for MD people. I'm still planning on it thou. So, it might or might not happen.

Exams

Exams are coming upppp:
-Thinking Skills (THS) 1
10th Sept, 2009
8.00-9.30am
[after holidays]
-Literature in English 3
28th Sept, 2009
1.30-3.00pm
-Thinking Skills (THS) 2
29th Sept, 2009
1.30-3.00PM
-Sociology 1
30th Sept, 2009
1.30-3.00pm
- Sociology 2
1st Oct, 2009
8.00-9.30am
- Accounting 1,2
8.00-9.00am
9.00-10.30am
- Literature in English 4
3rd Oct, 2009
1.30-3.00pm

Friday, 21 August 2009

Bring on the music!

I can't wait for tomorrow! It's Syaz's belated birthday BBQ/Sungkai party.
I've been having tummy-aches lately. ): sigh..
Tomorrow is the beggining of the fasting month.
Happy fasting people!
You know what pisses me off?
People who can't think for themselves, people who can't even mind their own BUSINESS.
Sibuk jua eh. wth.
Fuck off will you?

Wednesday, 19 August 2009

Hello legal baby girl.





Happy birthday Syazwani Usop.
I love you to bits! You're one of the special friend I could have in this life time.
I had a blast, eventhou just hanging out at my home of your birthday was kinda slow and sleepy.
Too many jokes were set loose at Ahan Thai.
Alhamduliah.
Stay sweet my bright star, you're the one of the people who could set me loose and go wild with. You wouldn't care if I was moody or if I was up for blood.
You would tease me and you never fail to crack lame jokes!
AND NO, YOU DONT HAVE A MUSSSTACHE ♥ ♥
"Hello sinorrrr!"
Awwww. You're Legal, and would be driving sooooooon!Siuk siuk babe.
They say good things take time, but really, it happens in a blink of an eye.
Syaz is one in a million!
Can't wait for this Sat love. hahaha With mezz on the grill. O.O
Stay hot and lovely Syazzzzzzzz, kau mamiculoo ku
♥ ♥
With LOADS AND BANYAK AND MANY LAAAB. ♥
Fee.


Monday, 17 August 2009

Man-fast.

Man-fasting is a very goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood thing to do right now.
why?
1. I've been dissapointed too much.
2. He's just not worth it.
3. I can't even be bothered with 'other' men right now.
4. It hurts.
Well, lets bring out the next boy toy shall we?
With love, Fee.

Saturday, 15 August 2009

Rocked us.

Thursday:
School was okay, the usual things happens. (:
[ However, there was this guy, sheesh! ): Immature jerk! >:( ]
he said something on msn mcm babi.
In the evening I went to my grandparents from Kota Batu for makan makan. And as usual,
it is very rare to see me in these kinds of functions (:
So, they were really reminising of my late grandma. Claiming I look like her with one glance. (:
Friday:
Went to my cousin's wedding, again a rare appearance. Just wanted to see how an actual wedding works with those traditional thingys and all, 'cause i forgot.
Then left, doing hw and all.
Sat:
There wasn't alot of people in Sociology class. I wasnt sure why. So the play happened, but then, ALOT of giggling heheheh. siuk siuk siuk, thank god the chemistry of our group was ubber awesome. if it wasnt it wouldn't be as fun!
I left school early to do a check up on my lungs bla bla bla. Oh man, was i scared or what?!
hahaha I hateeeeeeeeee hospitals 0.0
My meds changed again. And this one is so weird. hahaha. Freaky and yuckky.
OMG, sighhh~
ACCOUNTING EHH. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO PASS YOUR STINKIN' TEST? >:(
PS: I know some people are pissed at Chris Brown but, he's worth a second chance.
With love, Fee.

Wednesday, 12 August 2009

hello stranger.

Tonight is a sad sad night for me. I just found out that: The elderly lady who used to sell veges in front of Chung Hua school has passed away.
My mum told me a few minutes ago and I couldn't believe what I was hearing.
Even the story was hard to swollow.
How I knew her?
I used to go to tuition near that area and would see her every 2 days in a week.
She sells veges on the street, coming up to cars.
Thankfully my dad buy her veges.. I couldn't look at her, too much pity and too much pain was what I see in my expression.
I would always think of her when I pass by Chung hua, hoping she was okay.
But, I came to learn she was hit by a car and passed away.
Cruel, cruel world yes?
Eventhou I didnt know her, I gave her my heart, even if she doesn't know that, in some ways, I spent my time thinking of her and gave her a piece of my heart.
I felt she was one of the reasons who kept me sane, caring and loving really does move people in ways I could not imagine.
Now, not knowing her, I feel the regret. I should have been there to help her even just giving her money. Money is just objects we give away, why not give it to the needy?
Well, I hope you rest in peace.
With love & sadness from the bottom of my heart: Fee.
PS: i knew today i would end up in tears.

Monday, 10 August 2009

Picctorres from Shah

yes, it's true! i dont know how to smile ):

My new boyfriend! isnt he hot? ♥ ♥

"macam brake kana takan kuat kuat bahh.."

Up coming matches for DPMM:
17 Aug 2009
DPMM FC
vs
Super Reds
[Hassanal Bolkiah National Stadium]
22 Aug 2009
Geylang United
vs
DPMM FC
[Bedok]
10 Sep 2009
Balestier Khalsa
vs
DPMM FC
[Toa Payoh]
17 Sep 2009
Young Lions
vs
DPMM FC
[Jalan Besar]
23 Sep 2009
DPMM FC
vs
Sengkang Punggol
[Hassanal Bolkiah National Stadium]
29 Sep 2009
Tampines Rovers
vs
DPMM FC
[Jalan Besar]
15 Oct 2009
DPMM FC
vs
Gombak United
[Hassanal Bolkiah National Stadium]
19 Oct 2009
Albirex Niigata (S)
vs
DPMM FC
[Jurong East]
30 Oct 2009
DPMM FC
vs
Singapore Armed Forces FC
[Hassanal Bolkiah National Stadium]
3 Nov 2009
Home United
vs
DPMM FC
[Clementi]
Anyways, SUNDAY WAH CRAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZY AND FUUUNNNNNNN!!
The wedding was beautiful! The cake was beautiful and so was everyone else!
I came to realise that, I am somehow related to Syaz. :
The function started at 11 up til 2pm. (well, at least we left at 2pm)
Kaka Nana & Abang boy loooooooked sooo finne! damn.
Rock on:
Fiqah, Qanzul, Ikhwan, Shah, Syaz & Mezz!
themostfunnypeopleeverrr!!!!
I love you people!
We'll hang out sooooon ah ah ah ah?
Like, verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry soon.
with love, Fee.
PS: ): Manutd, you can do better than that.

Saturday, 8 August 2009

Here it comes.




It's finally Sunday, I'm a bit nervous. I'm not sure why but.... hehehe
Lilies reminds me of weddings. As lilies are the most beautiful flower to me.
So, Congrats to Kaka Nana & Abang Boy.
With love, Fee
Goodluck to Manchester United
vs Chelsea.
You can do it.
♥ ♥ ♥

Falling.

Turn Around
Turn Around and fix your eye in my direction
So there is a connection
I can't speak
I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention
I'm staring at perfection
Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are
You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight
I'm confident
But I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet you
I knew you could see right through me
I saw my life flash right before my very eyes
And I knew just what we'd turn into
I was hopeing that you could see
Take a look at me so you can see
You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight
Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are[x4]
Your beauty seems so far away
I'd have to write a thousand songs to make you comprehend how beautiful you are
I know that I can't make you stay
But I would give my final breathe to make you understand how beautiful you are
Understand how beautiful you are
You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight
You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
You call me a stranger

Thursday, 6 August 2009

'cause I love you.

SATURDAYYYYYYYYY!!! SHEESEHH.
I don't want to do this play bahhh! ):
Not only is one of our group is absent, I have no mood to change into costume bla bla bla fix this fix that. WHY WHY WHY? >:(
I want sir peter to be there!
HMPH!
Thursday:
I was still not in a good mood but little things brighten up my day.
I was fasting yesterday and god, did i waste all my energy laughing my ass off. hahaha, at least it was a happy feeling. Rather than being sad and depressed for no reason.
I was thinking of how the play is going to go on without Relz. Cancel? :)
I've got to do my Accounting hw. and my MPR englit thingy. urgh.
A guy friend of mine told me: TO SMILE MOREEE.
I can't help it okay? I'm too much of a think-er (random think-er that is) than to care how my expression looks like. Yes, i know the look i'm giving is more of a grumpy side but I'm not all joys and smiles okay? hehe, I'm smile when I need to.
Friday:
Pick up my baju for Sunday and go out jalan for Sushi maybe or go see some random people who I need to catch up with.
Saturday:
Hoping the play would be cancelled, and have another day of smiles and laughter since I'm not fasting.
SUNDAAAAY:
I cant cant cant cant waitt (:
PS: Hope the play would be on monday, Block 4 or in the afternoon yes?? If not, the play will happen on Sat, block 4 or in the afternoon.
PSS: lovelies, bring the costume just in case okay loves?
PSSS: I miss you ):
With love, Fee

Wednesday, 5 August 2009

Baby if you knew I care..

I AM BOREDDDD.
I'm fasting until Friday (;
Nifsu Syaban
I feel like watching Harry Potter later while doing my accounting homework
&&&
my englit MPR assignmentttt.
I wasn't really in a good mood today. I'm not sure why, I felt like shit! Ish.
Pak-po-laiiii!
>:( shhhhheeesh!
Syaz did a cute drawing of our englit classmates. Cuteeeee!
♥♥
PS: I was wearing a cape. (;
EEEELPOOOEP-TEG-A-EFIL-EEEESSSSAAAEEELLLPPPP
(;

Sunday, 2 August 2009

"....hour of hell."

Well, starting off with Saturday morning. All was well, happy smiles, laughter, teasing, careless morning. It wasn't until Block 4. It used to be the only block I look forward to sometimes to lighten up my mood. That was when Sir Peter was there. We were informed that he would be back in 2010. Well, we all wish you luck and we all miss you like shittt. )': but it's for the better you're there recovering. With Lots Of LOVE.
Anyways, coming back to my story: I was whispering away with two of my classmates Panda aka Adi and Relz. Just the usual things we talk about. Randommmm things mostly. We would giggle and such but that morning took a wrong turn with MR. CC, he unforunately stopped talking (as if we were even listening to what he said) and quote:
"if you don't stop sniggering and giggling over there I might as well come to class and not teach at all. It's either you read up to chapter 25 by next lesson or just don't come at all to any of my classes. But if you do, you three would sit seperately from now on. People here might want to listen to what I'm saying."
Like what the hell.
He would always, ALWAYS tagur what we're doing and say remarks that are so lame and mean, god, I feel like ____________ him! )':
Who wouldn't keep themselves entertained to avoid falling asleep in class? Anyone would.
No one is actually listening anyways. Not only have I read most of the chapters up to 25, but I also listen to what you say even if I'm talking to my friends.
The more MR. CC pushes me away, the more rebelious I feel towards him. Like the other day I kinda answered him rudely. pfft, who cares now. You've totally lost my interest in Englit.
Not only am I worrying about my up coming AS exams I have to worry about how the hell I'm supposed to pass with him boring the shit out of me.
I'm hurt and just plain sick with him! I'm not a teacher's pet. I don't grab attention. I avoid putting myself in those shoes of people who would want to impress him! PFFT.
EAT ME WHY DON'T YOU?
Anyways, I'm putting an effort on trying to learn by myself and hope for the best that I could do this.
Amin.
To the better news. Saturday night I planned to sleepover at Syaz's house. She told me she's bring me to a party. haha (Short notice) So, I perked up my hair and put on some clothes fit for the occation, nothing fancy. So went to her house around 7+ was late an hour for:
Kenken's 18th birthday party
Happy birthday girl! (:
So we had FUUUUNNNN!! Met up with SHAHHHH BEBEHH! \m/ and had all the giggles and so. I also unexpectedly met my childhood friend from UK. Ruddin! I so didn't think that was him (: awww, we grew! (apakan!!)
And there was si denngg (: saying when he saw me :
"Deng, tercium ku VS mu dari jauh ahh."
ANDDDD
Made new friends I guess. (:
We said our goodbyes at around 11.45 pm. Syaz and I all sleepy and tired went back to her place and 15 mins of arriving home BOOOM tidur.
And todayyyyy!! Just stayed at Syaz's place and ate ate ate ate ate. (: I ate sweeeet, yummmmmy, thingsssss. =P
Ohh and had problems in Syaz's toilet! I turned the water the worng way and then it became so hot, mcm sauna! hahaha O=) sorry.
Syaz saw abit tooo much of me. ASTAHHH. ;)
Unfortunately, my brother came to pick me up at 5.
Went home and gone online blablabla, watched TV and here I am now. Vlogggingzgzgzgz.
It's 11.28 pm and I should be asleep now.
♥ ♥
Well, until next time my pretties!!
With love, Fee.