Heheh yay!

HAPPY EID MUBARAK EVERYONE!

3 days late but nevermind. :D

I am looking forward to see some old faces, grown up childhood friends, present friends, and relatives, cousins, grandparents, aunts and uncles.

♥♥♥

It's all food, drinks, cakes and sweets. yummm.

And two of my cousins would be leaving today and tomorrow.

I'll miss you guys. ):

Have fun and study hard:

Ayyub Kamaluddin & Amalia Rosli.

Can't wait to see you guys again.

♥

Boooo!

Good new. Well, kinda.

From a size 14, I am now a size 9.

Happy happy happy

However, some parts is still, "big"

♥ Fee.

Here we go!

Happy 16th Birthday!!!

Azimah Rosli!

Well, cousin. All the 16 years of you in my life has been the happiest days and nights ever.

No one can top you in my list.

You've been there for me, to guide me, to make me smile when people pull me down. You have the purest heart, though the laziest ass! =P

You are one of those people who I look forward to see and you never fail to make me laugh!

And those memories we have, all the 6 BEST years of being back in Brunei again. You were the very part of why I choose to still breathe and never give up.

And all those sleepovers, hehehe, and the funny funny tantrums I displayed for you during the first year of going to KK with you.

YOU ARE THE QUEEN OF MATHS. All hail! =D

You're one of those reasons why I come to a family functions.

You are never tired of my jokes (at least I think you aren't hehe)

I would cuddle you too much when I see you, even if you don't like it.

You are my secret keeper, my joy-loving-scary viniger & salt crisps and Liverpool Addict.

My personal, favourate photographer.

You are good, not good, FABULOUSLY GOOD, with photography.

True to her passions and goals.

With all the men in the world, I wouldn't give one second to just be with you.

♥

SO! Enjoy today. No one is born 16 more than once.

Unless you've been 16 "for a while" (hehehe lame)

I'm grateful to have you in my life. And I am forever here for you.

May Allah bless you with all the goodness and rock on things in life.

May we grow old and still have our rockin' humour.

Awww, CUCU TANI CUTE CUTE! eyaaaaaa.

Amin.

With all the love from me,

Happy Sweet Sixteen.

♥♥♥ Fee.

Break up to make up.

Everyone is going in and out of love around me. And I already got over the one I thought could make me happy. But, it still makes me wonder, what could've been if everything wasn't so complicated.

However, when I as just getting over him, I saw so many flaws that could've broken my heart 100 times if we were together. Being single and free brings out brighter things in life. We could see the world in a different point, where we don't have to feel guilty, be depressed of silly things, knowing he or she will never think or look twice at you.

Yes, they might have noticed, but it's not more than a gilmpse.

And yes, it made me 10 times happier to get over him.

But I feel like I could've tried harder, the 100 things that could've hurt me would be just silly things, just being with someone you love is more than you could have.

Being loved while you feel the same way.

Able to be who you are and he wouldn't care about what, his main aim would be to cheer you up.

I can't remember what "real" love is.. not that I've felt it.

First love is another thing.

But love during the age we could think for ourself is another.

Mature Love in other words. Where we won't be scared to express our feelings about anything.

I forgot what it felt like to love someone and is loved back.

It's been years since I've truely felt for someone so seriously.

I don't know when I like someone, either it's just a normal crush or the feeling of love.

There is alot of definition of love:

Self love, Friend love, Partner love, True love, Soul mates, etc.

♥

Boy, if we could've been. :D I'll smile the whole way to every bad thing in a year's worth of tears.

♥

I've been reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally picky with guys, and maybe that is my problem. I just don't see their true side to love. It doesn't convince me at all either they are really inlove or just playing something.

And I also don't believe in falling in love from the internet. I know we interact naturally and with conversations that could be lovely and sweet. But it doesn't get to me.

I believe in meeting the person then contact.

♥

I'm happy for the people around me with their partners, it makes me want to just have one too.

But, I just haven't found the one who could make me blush or smile all day long. I thought I did. But damn was I wrong :P

Love will always come to us when we're not looking.

♥

I should enjoy my single life! I am but I just can't help but wonder what it feelings like to love. Yes, it's fun to flirt around and just come home knowing you're not the only one single.

Being single isn't a bad thing right?

It's just that we haven't found the "right" one.

♥

Can't wait to feel what everyone else is feeling.

With love, Fee.

PS: I HAVE THINKING SKILLS TOMORROWWWWW. :S

2012

Okay... 2012? believe it or not?

The world might be facing ALOT of destruction but isn't it too soon for Doomsday/ Kiamat.

Thou, doomsday would happen on a Friday in muslim saying.

Ironic that the movie 2012 states it happens on a Friday as well.

And why does every it happen on a December?

Tsunami: 26th Dec.

Doomsday: 21st Dec, 2012? (Not that i believe it.)

But wouldn't this create chaos to those who believe it WOULD happen?

As a muslim were are not supposed to believe this, and I agree. Allah descides the date.

And if it does happen... (:

♥

♥

Until it comes.

With lovee, Fee. ♥