Everyone is going in and out of love around me. And I already got over the one I thought could make me happy. But, it still makes me wonder, what could've been if everything wasn't so complicated.
However, when I as just getting over him, I saw so many flaws that could've broken my heart 100 times if we were together. Being single and free brings out brighter things in life. We could see the world in a different point, where we don't have to feel guilty, be depressed of silly things, knowing he or she will never think or look twice at you.
Yes, they might have noticed, but it's not more than a gilmpse.
And yes, it made me 10 times happier to get over him.
But I feel like I could've tried harder, the 100 things that could've hurt me would be just silly things, just being with someone you love is more than you could have.
Being loved while you feel the same way.
Able to be who you are and he wouldn't care about what, his main aim would be to cheer you up.
I can't remember what "real" love is.. not that I've felt it.
First love is another thing.
But love during the age we could think for ourself is another.
Mature Love in other words. Where we won't be scared to express our feelings about anything.
I forgot what it felt like to love someone and is loved back.
It's been years since I've truely felt for someone so seriously.
I don't know when I like someone, either it's just a normal crush or the feeling of love.
There is alot of definition of love:
Self love, Friend love, Partner love, True love, Soul mates, etc.
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Boy, if we could've been. :D I'll smile the whole way to every bad thing in a year's worth of tears.
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I've been reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally picky with guys, and maybe that is my problem. I just don't see their true side to love. It doesn't convince me at all either they are really inlove or just playing something.
And I also don't believe in falling in love from the internet. I know we interact naturally and with conversations that could be lovely and sweet. But it doesn't get to me.
I believe in meeting the person then contact.
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I'm happy for the people around me with their partners, it makes me want to just have one too.
But, I just haven't found the one who could make me blush or smile all day long. I thought I did. But damn was I wrong :P
Love will always come to us when we're not looking.
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I should enjoy my single life! I am but I just can't help but wonder what it feelings like to love. Yes, it's fun to flirt around and just come home knowing you're not the only one single.
Being single isn't a bad thing right?
It's just that we haven't found the "right" one.
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Can't wait to feel what everyone else is feeling.
With love, Fee.
PS: I HAVE THINKING SKILLS TOMORROWWWWW. :S
