ou You know what? I'm annoyed! ish. Banar tah. ):<
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Whatever.
As so many has asked me the same question again and again:"Fee, when are you gonna get a boyfriend?"
I, myself don't know when. Everytime I think he's the right one, he never is. I know teens aren't supposed to fall in love at our age but, it's not like we could help it is it?
I guess being single is a great thing and all, we get to do what we want without feeling guilty or making someone feel uncomfortable about it.
Flirting carelessly isn't a problem.
There wouldn't be anything to think about and pout about at night.
Nothing to worry about. nothing to be paranoid of.
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The idea of just being in a relationship is like:
Feeling in love and being loved is just the nicest feeling ever.
Finding someone who could understand the real you is the best thing ever.
Someone to just be yourself and not be judged, and they love you for who you are.
Someone to hold close and tell your ridiculous stories to.
Just snuggle up to them without feeling unwanted.
Someone who could keep up with the moodswings, tantrums, tears and screams.
Someone who'll spoil our greed.
Loving the person endlessly, without care of the world.
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Even just having a crush is the remedy of reality sometimes:
It makes you feel something other than the normal feelings, it's more of a happier, cheery feeling.
There is something to look forward to everyday.
All the time I would blush and have the butterflies just seeing him pass by.
Something to think about if you're daydreaming.
It makes you smile more than ever.
The things that would be if everything were in place.
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There is also a downside of crushing or loving someone:
We get hurt with the little things they do.
We get all doubtful and wonders why the heck do we even like them at the first place.
The thought "does he even like me?" is just so unbearable!
The doubt that he'll never notice you even if we wear neon lights.
The feeling where we don't know what's with their behaviour or either he's just playing around due to an inside joke.
Well, there are so many things that could break someone's heart.
The only way is to just move on and avoid liking someone yes?
:s sigh. hahaha Well, I'm done pouring out what I wanted to say.
With love, Fee. ♥
