i keep it locked inside.

Key to my Heart - Jessica Jarrell
It's how I'm feeling for you, it is so true. :'(



Boy you put me on the spot I don't know what to say
But I'm trying anyway
Like my hearts gonna drop
My mind drifts away and I can't control the pains

Words are spinning in my head
Don't know why I'm holding back
I should just tell you how I'm feeling yeah heh

But I don't wanna act a fool
Don't wanna look confused
If I let you know about the way I feel
Don't know what you gonna do
So I keep it locked inside
And imagine you were mine
And I'm feeling you so close but yet so far
You hold the key to my heart

The more I brush it off
Tell myself it's nothing at all
Deeper I fall
And I imagine everyday
A thousand different ways
How you respond to what I say

Am I getting lost in my dreams?
Are you unreachable to me?
Cause these butterflies just won't go away

I don't wanna act a fool
Don't wanna look confused
If I let you know about the way I feel
Don't know what you gonna do
So I keep it locked inside
And imagine you were mine
And I'm feeling you so close but yet so far
You hold the key to my heart

But if I never tell you then you'll never know
And the secret is get-ting heavy to hold
This is more than just a crush
So I may stut-ter when I speak
And my knees may get a little weak
But I've got nothing to lose and only you to gain
Tell me do you feel the same

But I don't wanna act a fool
Don't wanna look confused
If I let you know about the way I feel
Don't know what you gonna do
So I keep it locked inside
And imagine you were mine
And I'm feeling you so close but yet so far
You hold the key to my heart

all looking pretty.

the holidays are here! (:

I cut my hair! i'm still getting used to it so.... I still can't work it~

the dye is around my fringe.. which is kinda funny. Might redye it soon, maybe a light brown? :)
it had been 3 days of the holidays and IT'S BORING! There's nothing to do but homework, and I'm too lazy to go out. I've just started doing my English literature homework, which is just mainly designing things.. so i'm have a blast there.
I'm currently going to facials, 'cause i complained to my mum i looked ugly one day. So now... this is what i get. aiyaa. and this wed, i'm going to another facial to check the results. I hope no more picik picik. ): damn.
"no pain, no gain" - Ron would say that to me.
I had a study group with Ryna and Lynn yesterday, but we ended up watching Dear John, which was sad and.. romantic. (the fact that they couldn't stop bullying me about db was.. embarrassing)
oh i just remembered, last night Ron chatted with me. He said "no wonder Rimba hujan ah, Ryna nangis bah." teehee.
Hi rynn, if you're reading.
And so today, we're going to have another study group, hope we'll do SOMETHING productive. hehehe. no more watch watch his video aaah?~
I'm still sleepy, it's 10.35am.. I should take a shower now and get ready to go to Rynas'
I'll blog more soon. InshaAllah.
ps: there isn't time to think of what is what, and what's not. just go with the flow, and get over all the pain. leave the judgment to Allah.

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heatbeat keeps racing.

"N oh.. Btw.. Nya c _____ lpas cuti tah ya talk to you =D"

yes, that made my holiday. (:

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