love doesn't come around so often.

Sometimes people need to get away from reality, and for me, it's complicated. All I have to look forward to is smiles and laughter with my friends. It's enough to get me through the days, and I have to admit, i'm loving life the way it is now. No drama, no insecurities, just stressful exams. I don't really have anything to complain about. But sometimes I wish I could just fall in love, and meet a guy who is so perfect. I know I should just wait until it comes, but I tend to like guys who doesn't seem to meet me half way (if you know what I mean). True, it's easy to have a crush here and there but it is difficult to find someone to love. Why not now? When I'm ready. I may found those who could hold me, feel me, and love me, but they just don't feel the same way. I really want to wait, but now, when I'm matured (kinda (: ) to have a relationship, it never seems to come.

I wouldn't consider my past crushes is anything serious, it seems silly when I think it over again. God, how gullible I was to think they we're good enough for me. I should listen to my friends, when they say "fee, why him? you could find someone else" it's soooo true. I've never been confident when it comes to love. I'd feel insecure. Like I'm not noticeable enough for him. For now he may seem as a crush, but wherever the direction is, either love or friends no neither, I guess it's also not worth it. I want to put this one to an effort. (:

You're like the song in my ipod stuck in replay :D okayyyyyyyyyy, Cheesy much! I call him David Beckham, he's flawless and he takes my breath away. When he walks by me, it's like fresh breeze, of course I'd giggle at the sight of him. I like the look he has, that "hmmmmm........" look. I like the way he walks, the way he dresses, the way he is so shy. And better yet, he sings and plays guitar. Isn't that sexy? The first time I heard your voice yesterday, I couldn't stop smiling. :D I'd like to get to know you better ♥
I'm taking it slowly, and I hope you'd wait.
Wednesday is the day, I hope. It's either make it or break it. ):
I hope we will have a good start, I'll prove you wrong and I'm not what they say I am.

PS: I still think your voice is the cutest.

Hello readers.

I'm going to be blogging soon. (:

with love, Fee. ♥

Tears won't get you anything.

Hello people, I haven't been blogging for awhile since there is no Internet access at home. Bummer. Anyways, it's the 3rd week of U6 and i think A2 is easier than AS. Maybe this is because i feel more dedicated to do my work than last year.

I'm at a place where I don't want to think about childish things and try to aim good grades to go on the next stages of life. I had it easy, the fact that I failed malay is nothing... I have to do better for form 6. It's not as easy as Os, even if you don't study you would get Bs and As.

And i'm at the place where I want to do something about my weight. Yes, I admit 100x and more that i'm not fit. I'd like to lose weight before my next appointment to the doctors. Maybe I'd drop 20kg :D hahaha being optimistic. It's good to be positive right? ):

I skipped THS yesterday... cause i knew we weren't going to do anything but sit there in the ICT room and look at pointless websites. Sigh.I MUST promise myself that..... i will TRY to avoid skipping. Accounting I have got to put an effort in it cause I need 150% to pass that crappy subject. ):

I have so many things to say and i'll try to do it on this one post 'cause i don't know when i can update: SO here goes!!!

3 weeks of school and my cousin tells me i look darker. :\ maybe that's because i put an effort on jogging lately. I don't want to jog at my kpg, the cars are TOO "FAST AND FURIOS." urgh...

I would do everything it takes to be with my grandad until he goes. ♥

Okay... hahaha i forgot what i was about to type.. but i'l update soon

with love, Fee ♥